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I had a dream last night that I died. In my dream, after I had died, I was so upset because I hadn’t told anyone what I felt, or, how I felt I should say. I woke up sweating and crying, and I was still in that mindset of ‘what the fuck is going to happen if I die?’ Starting tomorrow I’m going to write letters to everyone I love, to everyone that has impacted me, and to everyone I felt something for. Inside of the envelopes I put the letters in, I’m also going to put in something that has always reminded me of us. Like for my AP English teacher in high school. I would put one of my favorite poems ever, one I learned in her class, “Thanatopsis” by William Cullen Bryant in it. In my mothers I would spray the inside with Rapture, the perfume she would wear when I was a child. The perfume that would make me feel so special when I was sprayed with it before every special occasion. I’m so afraid that I’m going to die without anyone knowing things that I want them to know. So, I’m going to begin these letters to the people who used to be, and are in my life. I’m going to place them somewhere, and tell my best friend that if anything ever happens to me, to mail them out, or give them to the people they are to.
I don’t know when I’m going to die. But I don’t want to leave unheard.
Lmfao. I love Jenna Marbles, and this shit is fucking hilarious.
I like men’s deodorant. Just not on my armpits, ‘cause that’s just fuckin’ weird. Hahahahahaa.
I want this to be my birthday drink.
Chocolate Blitzen
Loved It? Ingredients: 2 ounces semisweet chocolate 1/3 cup chocolate-flavored sprinkles 1 cup chocolate ice cream 2 ounces (1/4 cup) Irish cream liqueur 1. In a heavy small saucepan, heat chocolate over low heat until melted. Dip the rims of eight 1-ounce mini martini glasses or shot glasses in the melted chocolate and then dip in the sprinkles. Chill until serving time. 2. In a blender, combine ice cream, Irish cream liqueur, cream de cacao, and vodka. Cover and blend until mixture is smooth. 3. Pour into prepared glasses. Garnish with chocolate curls. Serve immediately. Makes 8 (1-ounce) servings. 1 ounce (2 tablespoons) dark cream de cacao 1 ounce (2 tablespoons) vodka Chocolate curls or grated chocolate
How to make your own ottoman! I love this design. <3
When I get thin, I will have this, and wear it all the time. Even to bed. With my hair done. And my make-up still on. And when I get up in the morning, I will wake up swimming beautifully.